Déjà Vu

Everyone knows this feeling. It’s the slip in the universe that feels bizarre but strangely comforting. You know, because whatever it is, you’ve already done it before. A long time ago, I heard this explained as you are on the right path, and damn if I don’t need to be reminded some times.

When I was a heavy drinker, I stopped having this feeling of déjà vu. For me, that was crazy because I used to get it one every few weeks on average. All of a sudden it disappeared, until I quit. I remember the first time I started noticing it, not the imagery, but that sensation that I was finally taking the right step. Recently, I had it for the first time in months after being sick and back home, and it made me fell some positivity that I had lost.

Now that it seems im moving in the right direction, I want to start finding my way back to the things I started. I began many things before coming home and I need to keep them with me. I have to resist the temptation of being an…American. So fast to go onto the next thing. Slow down, it’s the rest of the worlds way of doing things.

Finally did some exploring today! Franklin’s historical side was much cooler than I ever remember. But it was 26F (-3C?) and I didn’t feel like testing too much.