Synergy: Ubud, Bali
Something snapped the other day. All these feelings and emotions I’ve allowed myself to have over these last 6 months were wreaking havoc on my self. I have never released the floodgates, but I did this time. I wanted to know what would happen, but it also got me in a whirlwind of depression. Yet, also mixed were a whirlwind of amazing feelings. Thus, the necessary pain of moving forward I suppose.
But I’ve been stuck these last few weeks. I really wanted to release those feelings. I’ve lived them. I experienced them, but they are not helping me now. I cannot do anything more than cherish them, but I need to get back to living—-in this moment.
When I was in the water surfing, having a terrible time, I said out loud, “fuck it.”
I just gave up, or better yet, I quit in that moment trying to accomplish whatever it was I was holding onto. I released. I didn’t catch a wave in. I didn’t anguish over what I was missing out on. I didn’t care. It was time to move on. And I felt instantly lighter.
Right after, I rented my stay in Ubud. A shift in energy and environment to usher in some new thoughts was just what I needed to slow down and sit in this moment. What better place than where the jungle meets the city.
Find harmony.
The neighborhood in Uluwatu, and most of Bali is phenomenal. The jungle sticks out of every corner while everyone has temples and shrines adorned to their housing so the place looks and feels like a living relic. So freaking cool.
The misspells make it better.
“High often”
“Know you are”
Quoted 1.25 Hr to Ubud from Ulu.
It took 3.
First impressions 😍😍😍
Okay, it’s a vibe.
Came to relax and let go. So ice baths and saunas to start. BRRRRRRR.
All the feels.
Like spirited away.
First morning.
Homestay is a Vespa themed Warung.
Well look, a white shirt. I hadn’t even bought the shirt yet before I ruined it with sunscreen trying it on. Hilarious.
Seriously. Let go.
I came for the pretty pictures.
This me?
The practice of letting go starts with just doing the work. You find you have things to do. I’ve been out doing those things. It’s time to do time.
I’m all about learning about energy and channeling, but this is a little much. AND FOR 1.5 MIL IDR?!?
Well, hello. 😅
This post is already overloaded. I told myself not to post, but I felt like it. So here I am. I said, go for a run, or post! This was which I chose 😎!
Talk soon!