Unwritten: Taipei, Taiwan

Unwritten:

This song “Unwritten” by My Ugly Clementine has been getting me every time I listen to it. My feels go through the roof.

I’ve mentioned my sadness before, it’s a recurring thing at this stage in my journey. I struggle some days because how long the road has been. I’ve met so many wonderful people, but now, most have said their goodbyes.

Now, my time is my own again, something I haven’t enjoyed as much. As an introvert, I am not generally stimulated by people and interaction, but if I like you, if I value you, I am beyond fueled by your presence. I am emboldened by it. Constantly running out of these people on this side of the world is a bit saddening at times despite how wonderful it is to see everything.

Lately, I feel the need for connection. Maybe I’ve always felt that way, I see the value of a good friendship, someone who knows your quirks and rhythm. They aren’t annoyed by them, but oddly comforted by it. Not that meeting new people all the time isn’t very fascinating, even thrilling, it just doesn’t hit the same as someone who already likes and appreciates you. I guess I’m tired of “having to” meet new people to just to have friends.

I hear those words of the song,

“Release your inhibitions,

Feel the rain on your skin,

No one can feel it for you,

Only you can let it in,

No one else can speak the words on your lips…

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten”

This road has almost been a year now. I keep feeling the end because so many things are ending around me. Everyday feels like a countdown. But it’s only the countdown to whatever’s next. The starting line is around the corner, and honestly, I’ve got so much left to write.

…and that’s exciting.

The last steps are always the hardest because they’re the first steps in places you’ve never been.

Shine on young one. There are new dreams to dream, but for now, admire the road where you’ve already been.

Some of my favorites from my trip…but not all. Sometimes not sharing is more meaningful.